HARDEST VIDEO I EVER FILMED | DESI PERKINS

Desi Perkins

Desi Perkins

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    This is a long one....but it all needed to be said. I hope this video helps anyone that's going through something similar, and to know that you're not alone. I also hope this video educates anyone who doesn't know how pregnancy questions could affect someone who's dealt or dealing with a stillbirth, miscarriages, infertility & any other pregnancy complications.
    Extending all my love to all of those who are suffering. Know that I'm here with you ❤️

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    1. Cloey Poole

      I am praying for you. I am so sorry you’ve had to go through that. I hope one day god blesses you with a beautiful baby. You’re gorgeous and so brave for sharing your story and I know that it will help thousands of people out there💕 keep your head up desi! You will be an amazing mom!

    2. maria herrera

      Praying for you desi 💜 and Steven 🙏🏼

    3. Heather Graves

      You're so brave and inspiring. I'm sorry for what you've gone through . I'm sure you r checked but just in case - have you checked thyroid and hormones ?

    4. Ashley Fox

      You are so brave Desi. You are definitely one of my favorite JP-newsrs and I hope you know you are deserving, worth it, and so inspiring. I'm sorry to know you're hurting about this. You are so loved.

    5. Melissa Ramirez

      Much love for you babygirl, may god bless you and grant you everything you’re heart desires 💕

    6. Brooke Obrien

      ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    7. Sandra Ferreira

      You are admirable! Always being so comical and full of joy. My mother struggled to have children for 12 years after she had me, and then one day she got my brother of 11 years and surprisingly shortly after she got my second brother of 6 years. There is hope, may yours always always remain lit and God make your and Stevens dream come true!

    8. Alianis Rodriguez

      I’m super late on watching this and the only reason is because I know I was going to get emotional 😭. But just to cheer you up, guess what? I’m a miracle baby. My mom had a difficult time having babies. She went to a fertility clinic and got on treatments. And I came along ! My mom had me at 33 years old. After that she got on the treatments again and got pregnant three more times and had miscarriages as well. You have time, have faith, hope, pray you got this and you’re not alone ❤️ love you.

    9. jami tailfeathers

      I love you Desi ❤❤❤ you and steven are so amazing. Best wishes on your journey I know the struggle as well ❤❤❤❤

    10. imfearless15

      Thank you sooo much for this. I am one of those ppl that needed this. I felt alone in all this and I'm a very private person so no one but myself and boyfriend know what's going on and to see this and realize that I'm not alone is comforting. Everything oh said is everything I think and feel and I thought I was going crazy for having the thoughts I do about being sensitive when ppl bring up baby stuff to the part where you said you were so hopeful that you kept feeling pregnant when you weren't. Thank you for being strong enough to post this. ❤️

    11. floag stardoll

      My parents got me like very easily (oupss) but I came with diabetes type 2 (idk if this is how you spell it, I’m from Belgium sorry haha), I was such a wonderful (and modest) baby that my parents wanted an other one ! BUT things didn’t go so well... my mom got 1 miscarriage at 5 months, it was supposed to be a boy, I was 4 and I was like drawing him (like picturing the future him.. idk I was kinda weird/creative). So he didn’t happen, my mom was destroyed, my parents almost divorced (my mom couldn’t even look my dad because she thought that she was disappointing him, btw it wasn’t the case at all, she was just.. like imagining it all and he didn’t really know what to do to make her feel better but they found the force in themselves to talk to each other and now they are like very very happy and stuff haha (the kind of couple that makes your standards way to high hahaha) ). Two years later she was pregnant by a miracle of the nature, but long story short she couldn’t move or get away of her bed. And my sister came to earth 9 months later. I don’t really know why I’m posting this, this is not even my story but my mother’s. But somehow I feel like I didn’t really make my deuil (idk how to translate it but like when you have to admit that someone is dead) for my brother, because this is not something that I really dare to speak with my family. I personally won’t say that god has a plan, because like this is not my conviction (even thought I’m Christian but this is an other story). But I believe in Karma and you are a good person, so good things will happen to you, maybe not today or tomorrow but it will happen. I’ll just say too that a family is a bunch of people that are loving each other, and I know by experience that someone doesn’t have to have your blood in his vein to be a part of your family. I personally always told to my self that there is a lot of parents who have a lot of love to give and that there are a lot of child who have a lot of love to receive. Love as always

    12. Jomary Arias

      Thank you for sharing your story. It is amazing to see influencers like yourself use their platform to encourage and uplift others who need support. I wis you the best o your journey and think you would be amazing parents.

    13. Linda Corrales

      I will keep you and steven in my prayers! ❤️ I love you so much Desi, and I can relate to you in many levels. I will pray for you guys, because I truly believe prayers work. Thank you for being so honest with us, you’re an amazing woman and you will be an amazing mother! 💕

    14. Lucy Painter

      i bloody adore you. you are so so so bloody strong and lovely. you are such a good person and i know one day its going to happen for you and steven beause you will be wicked parents. you are both in my prayers !!! love you both x

    15. Faustina Arena

      You are amazing and an inspiration to every Latina girl. ilysm ❤️

    16. EISHANI

      Would you two consider adoption? I can only imagine the amazing life you could give an unfortunate child and love them like your own ! Then I've heard stories of people having miracle babies afterwards !

    17. Julissa Marcelino

    18. Fit Mom

      Sending you a billion hugs.... (on a giggle side) that $20 pill to make you ovulate (if that’s all it is) could give Harper & Canolli twin human siblings!! On a real note... God will bless you when it is meant to be! You and Steven love each other, hugs those beautiful fur babies, and enjoy life... you and Steven will be blessed when it’s time!! ~Hugs & Kisses PS: practice makes perfect 😉😜

    19. Taz_Pink

      Thank you for sharing such a personal thing. Wishing you the best of luck on your Journey. Keeping you in my prayers.

    20. Liz Fabregas

      This was so so brave of you. It must have been so hard to open up and be so honest. You and Steven have such a beautiful relationship, I just know your family will contain so much love. I pray you will be blessed when the time is right. Xx

    21. Kelsie Nicole

      I cannot believe how strong you are to make this video and share this journey with us. The freedom you are giving to people experiencing similar struggles by helping them few comfort and not alone is priceless. Your strength is inspirational.

    22. Bianća Smith

      ♥️🙏🏾

    23. Natalya Lukashenko

      Sweet girl, After watching this in the parking lot and crying... i know for a fact that you will be pregnant within a year... getting some help/tests will ge you there.. i hope you have a sweet little girl... i will pray for you and Steven Desi... you are such an inspiration to women all over the world that maybe God needed you to go through this bc it will help many women going through this. Love you angel ♥️😘

    24. Chelsea Laine

      Please, please, please be tested for MTHFR.

    25. Penelope Hill

      Sending love and lots of positive baby making vibes. Xxx

    26. 12428kittykat

      I love you guys. My prayers are for you guys. It will happen!!! 💋💗💞

    27. Mine Akıl

      Hi Desi, I love you, I really do. you are my favorite. My uncle and aunt had their first children 6 years later. I'm telling you this because they tried very hard to have it. Don't you cry. It's gonna happen and you guys are gonna be amazing parents. I will pray for you.

    28. Naomie Cusson

      You are so strong Desi ! Even if you doubt it ! Talking about this out loud to everybody is a big step and I really hope you will get better and that you will find comfort in your situation ❤️ take care xxx

    29. Vanessa Marruffo

      The same thing happened to me a year ago and it ended up being ectopic. I nearly almost died but that didn’t matter, I was to heartbroken. I also happened to get pregnant and have the same due date as my cousin, so I can also relate with being happier for her but devastated at the same time. My due date was the hardest day and it’s still painful to say the least. Thank you for sharing this story because I did feel alone and this helped me out a lot! Your a strong woman Desi and one day we WILL have babies 👶🏽💕

    30. Ellinor Håkonsen

      Thank you for making this video. You can always turn something difficult into something inspiring

    31. Patricia Chlystek

      ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    32. Hannah Yumi

      ❤️❤️❤️

    33. Liz Loz

      kids(pregnancy) are overrated ... if you wanted a kid, you should have adopted one by now ...

    34. Theaondra Cawley

      Desi Perksins I totally agree with you, because I don't think that everyone needs to know whether or not you are having a baby and put so much pressure on women it takes time and just trust God he does not love you any else he still you love so be encouraged have a great day. Sorry to hear about that.

    35. Diana Mendez

      I'm glad you did this video to let go of the pain. I'll pray for you and your healing within. ❤️☀️

    36. Alexis Crider

      I’ve been through it sweet girl! It’s terrifying. It’s such a painful thing that no one understand unless it’s happened to you. You’re not alone. Just know that it WILL happen! And you will be the best mommy and daddy in the world! 💙 love you so much! I pray God grants you some peace in your heart and sends his love to comfort you during the bad days!

    37. katiarodru15

      Thank you for this video! I’m going through the same thing. Taking pregnancy test just hoping it will be positive again.... 😔 I just want a baby of my own. But I’m hopeful for the both of us. That we can receive our rainbow baby. Thank you for this !!!

    38. Kimberly Lange

      So much love and positive vibes to you two ❤️❤️❤️❤️

    39. Karen Beadle

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    40. Camil Benzant

      I hardly ever comment but this video touches me so deep. I had a miscarriage just a week ago I was 7 weeks my uterus is backwards and I understand how you feel. Im praying to be strong and I believe God is going to give me a baby on day again cuz I really wanna have a family and my dad wants to have a grandchild so bad. Be strong Desi and pray 🙏🏼♥️💕

    41. Mollie Nield

      You are amazing❤️

    42. Long-Nhi Tran

      I truly love you so much desi. You are such a strong and powerful women. The day will come! Love from Germany

    43. rasielle23

      I love you Desi & Stephen! It will happen trust the process, I will keep you guys in my prayers. 😍😘

    44. BozLagina

      This is so pure. It takes a lot of courage to open up this way and I really admire you even more. Thank you for sharing your truth with us. You are a bright light to all of your followers. We are rooting for you and Stephen. It WILL happen. Sending all the love from Chicago.

    45. Nere17

      I'm sure that this video is going to help a lot of people, thanks for filming it. You are a great role model, you are a very strong and real woman. As you said in your video everything happens for a reason, so don't loose that faith. Love you so much ❤

    46. Mella G

      I don’t think I ever cried so much watching a video then watching this . Desi you are absolutely amazing and so strong . I promise it will happen & don’t lose the hope and faith in god . My mom struggled for 5 years to have kids & I struggled 3 years before I got my kids .. You both are beautiful souls that god will grant the amazing miracle . You both will be in my prayers ❤️❤️❤️

    47. NafisaAli

      So much love to you! I truly personally feel your pain. You are never alone ❤️

    48. Angelina

      cried through this video. you're such a strong person. i'll keep you in my prayers

    49. Jessica Big Eagle

      You are so amazing and strong!! ♡♡♡

    50. stefano tommarelli

      she just talk to the camera, i dont see the difficult part