HARDEST VIDEO I EVER FILMED | DESI PERKINS

Desi Perkins

Desi Perkins

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    This is a long one....but it all needed to be said. I hope this video helps anyone that's going through something similar, and to know that you're not alone. I also hope this video educates anyone who doesn't know how pregnancy questions could affect someone who's dealt or dealing with a stillbirth, miscarriages, infertility & any other pregnancy complications.
    Extending all my love to all of those who are suffering. Know that I'm here with you ❤️

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    1. Minandi Heski

      ❤️❤️❤️

    2. AlejandraMMartinez

      Desi, it took me 6 years after my first. We kept trying and when I finally gave up I found out I was pregnant so don’t give up. God will bless you with a baby when the time is right. I will pray for you.

    3. Graciela Hambek

      This is so heartbreaking, it’s difficult for me to talk about my miscarriages. I’ve had 3 of them. You’re right no one talks about them and yet so many have gone through it. Stay strong! Prayers for you & your husband. ♥️♥️♥️

    4. kaisa mcgee

      We were told by our doctors that there would be no way for us to have a baby. We tried IVF and were not successful. We thought it wasn't going to happen then out of the blue we got pregnant with a perfect baby boy. I think sometimes things happen for a reason it was hard we tried for 6 years.

    5. Miri myMiri

      today someone ask me at work why I don't have children, and I told him I'm trying, then he told me "so, who is the one with the fertility issues is it you or your husband?" , it was very rude 😯

    6. Michi Ticas

      Omg crying 😭😭😭 love you dedo! I hope this happens for you guys ❤️

    7. BOC

      My husband and I tried then “didn’t try” same thing, I secretly was still thinking about it when we weren’t... and almost 2 years went by negative test after negative test... the most discouraging thing ever. I got to the point where I was “okay with it just being us” I’m so sorry you are going through this. My heart is broken for you. You will figure out your path, I promise. 💕

    8. Lorena Bustos

      Desi I am so sorry you are going through this, you are such great woman, example and human being! I love you! one day this will come a reality you'll see, you guys will be the greatest parents. Much love!

    9. Kait Armerding

      I went through a miscarriage as well. I was pregnant the same time as my best friend, we were a week apart. We took each other to dinner to tell each other and were both so excited. She went on with her pregnancy and we went to our first appointment and there was no heartbeat. It was devastating. I’m so sorry for your struggles. You’re definitely not alone. 🖤

    10. Olga Hidalgo

      Sending to you all muy love 😘

    11. Shode321

      For women/couples in general, don't wait to get ALL the tests possible. It will save a lot of grief to know what you're dealing with and maybe get the problem sorted or if it can't be sorted then working around it to get pregnant/start a family in ways that WILL work. I wish you the best of luck Desi, you're not alone in this struggle x

    12. Renee Craddock

      Don't lose faith I suffered with infertility for years but I finally had twins so never give up .God is good he has a plan for you

    13. Chiara D.F.

      ❤️

    14. Meriame Bensaid

      I wish you all the best Desi you really deserve to be a mom and you will be a great mom

    15. Jaclynn Gage

      I’m so sorry desi. I understand how heartbreaking it is to have your only dream to have a family and be a mom and not being able to get pregnant. God just didn’t have that plan for me. I hope one day you’re blessed with a child even if it’s not physically yours. God bless you and Steven.

    16. Rebecca Hite

      I Ask That God Shine On You! Shine On You! Shine On You! In JESUS Name!!! God is Using JP-news as a Prayer Chain For You!!! He Is Comforting You Right Now!!! ❤

    17. Rebecca Hite

      I Agree with Lorissa Turner! We are Praying for You! All of Us who saw this. That God will move all darkness out of the Way and Open Your Womb! We Love You and Thank you for being Brave! Your Tutorial Just Opened Hearts to Lift You Up Before God, Who is Listening! He Has Not Rejected You or Forgotten You. He is Listening. An Answer Will Come.

    18. Zeynep Kırçuval

      Desi I hope you read this, I am a subscriber from Turkey. What you’re going through is despite being very difficult is very common. My mother always wanted to have kids but it was very hard for her. She had tried for 5 years and she had 6 miss carriages. I am her 7th try, my parents feel very grateful and blessed to have me. They call me their miracle due to the difficulties they had. She tried twice after me but unfortunately they were miss carriages as well. Miracles can and do happen. It was very easy for my mom to get pregnant but she lost them within the first months, I know that’s not the case for you but you are NOT alone. I hope that you never give up and always keep trying. I know that you WILL be pregnant, I believe in you never loose your hope. ❤️❤️❤️

    19. Ellie Acunzo

      It will happen in time in Desi ❤️❤️❤️

    20. Nancy Martinez

      Sometimes with fertility treatment, you can even end up with twins 👶🏻👶🏻

    21. amber roberts

      Just keep thanking God EVERYDAY and when you see a child for your baby! He’ll give you the desires of your heart!! Ur going to be a mother so soon in Jesus name! Amen! Receive it!! It’s yours!!

    22. ALove Hepburn

      Desi I promise I will pray for you and your husband!

    23. Monique Roper

      Thank you. Thank you for posting this. I suffered from a miscarriage recently and have had issues with my fertility ever since. I’ve been feeling depressed and less feminine lately due to all the issues. I keep coming back to this video and feeling like I have a friend who can actually relate to me. Thank you.

    24. Becky Berg

      So brave to tell your story. Thank you! Can't wait to watch the video when you announce to all of us that you are expecting. Hang in there.

    25. Erika D

      Everybody here loves and supports you. Steven, your brother, your mom, and your whole family. You are not a disappointment to anybody who matters. You are human and a woman, and this struggle is making you stronger and more compassionate. "Man's Search for Meaning" by Viktor Frankl is a book that helped me through my deepest low. It is a short, but incredibly strengthening book. I do agree with you that there is a reason behind everything and I, for one, am so proud of you for thinking outside your own pain and empathizing with others in your position. You are so beautiful and brave for exhibiting such vulnerability and strength. All the love, from Kentucky.

    26. Ellie Stannero

      I haven't finished watching the video by the time I'm typing this, tbh I'm only 21, but for some unknown weird reason I am scared I might not be able to ever have kids. And I would really want to be a mom when the right time comes ( not that I am rushing or anything ). This is what my gut tells me. I haven't got the courage to watch this til now, because I read the description beforehand...

    27. Snapsonfools

      I also went to a specialist before my 1st daughter was born because I thought that I was "broken" I can relate to what you're saying so much about taking test after test hoping its positive then it's not. Honestly it wasnt until I "gave up" like you that we got pregnant. God will give you exactly what you need when you need it... usually when you least expect it.

    28. Jasmine

      Wow I really didn't think it would be this hard to watch this video, I've gone through a miscarriage. It is horrible and I felt like it was me, like something was wrong with me. I started to learn that sometimes it just happens. Thank you for sharing this, it's not just a video this is raw and real life not everyone can do that ❤

    29. MicheMoffatt #BaldBarbie MiMo Wigs

      You’re so wonderful to speak so openly about such a personal issue, and I know you are helping so many people out there with similar hard times and struggles. It must be so hard to have people constantly ask when you’re having a baby, and I think you have handled this so well. You’re a beautiful girl inside and out, and you’re both a fantastic couple. Im sure this video is going to touch so many lives worldwide - thanks for being so inspirational x x x x

    30. ELY MAYA

      Love you guys!

    31. Twin Power Media

      Desi, God has a plan for everyone and I have no doubts you and Steven will have a baby when you are supposed to. Let go and surrender and this will lift a burden off your chests. Trust and believe and move on with your life and be happy!

    32. Cristiana Inacio

      Just a 14 year old crying over this video, I love Desi, I hope god blesses her with a baby.

    33. Rebekah Wynne

      Have you read the secret?

    34. Rebekah Wynne

      ❤️

    35. Deanna Newman

      The strength you have just for putting this out there is so amazing Desi. Please know you are never obligated to share something so hard for you, but I'm so glad ur so open with your audience. Prayers for you and Steven girl. ❤❤

    36. Deanna Newman

      I love how strong Desi and Steven's bond is. Love and respect to both of you girl. ❤❤

    37. M.l M.

      I applaud you for telling your story and having the courage to come forward and speak about your pain to all of your subscribers. While you speak of your struggles you ARE helping someone who is going through something similar as you are and without even knowing you are helping them by providing them some form of comfort. Leave it in God’s Hands and Always have Faith. God works in Mysterious Ways. Best of Luck in your journey, you have many many people right by your side never feel alone.

    38. Maire Berger

      You’re are such an amazing person; I’ve been following you for so many years and truly never knew your pain. I was looking for a tutorial today and stumbled across this and am so glad i did. You and Steven are so blessed and i know god will bless you any way he can. YOU will be an amazing mother when the time comes. Keep your faith desi and always know how loved you truly are.

    39. Sabrina Gutierrez

      Lifted you up in prayer 🙏🏼 God knows your hearts desires. In his perfect timing you will be a mom & have a beautiful family❤️

    40. Leah Baker

      This made me cry for many reasons. Keep your head up beautiful. Timing is EVERYTHING. What's meant to be will be and do not lose hope. I will pray for you and Steven to be blessed with a baby. Your such an inspiration.... stay strong stay positive and keep your head up.

    41. Iram Vora

      i totally get were you re coming from. me and my husband are trying to get pregnant for a year now and every time i feel something different with my body i feel like m pregnant and i take the test and its negative and its sooooooooo heart breaking and discouraging. All i can say after watching tis video is that i m not alone!!! If its meant to happen it ll happen. m gonna pray for both of us and thank you so much for sharing this.

    42. Lori Etheridge

      You are not alone my love!!!! My heart feels the same pain. We will be amazing Mother's one day! God bless you

    43. manuela gomez-rhodes

      Release and manifest! So proud of you! We’re all sending you positive, loving energy ❤️❤️✨✨

    44. Haley Chacon

      I chucked it all and just grabbed a makeup wipe. Desi. Honey. I feel for you. It's not something I have been through but I'm in tears anyways. Much love.

    45. Ana Mazurek

      Thank you for making this. Definitely made me feel like I am not alone and that the way I feel isn’t so crazy.

    46. Kaylaa Corrigan-Castillo

      I'm so sorry, I wish I could give you a hug! 💖

    47. Paula

      🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

    48. Gaye Williams

      Please don't give up it took my husband and I 7 years to have my Son, sadly 4 years later I got pregnant again and my second son was born with a hypoplastic left heart , I was born with congenital heart disease, and I passed on the gene, but he passed away a few days later, unfortunately we then found out my disease means one in 3 of my children will be born like t that, so it was too risky to try again. However I just thank god daily for my beautiful son who I had first who thankfully doesn't have that gene and is very very healthy, please stay positive, my son took 7 years before he was born I had 4 miscarriages and an ectopic pregnancy, possibly because they had my genetics and had heart disease??? I will never ever know, when you do have babies you will be a wonderful wonderful Mother and your hubby will be a fantastic dad. Your get there I know it , if you really really want something it happens after sex lie with your legs up the wall and a pillow under your bum worked with both my boys and 3 of 4 miscarriages have ago xxxxxxxxx

    49. Chessia Brown

      I'm 37 and suffering with infertility as well. Some days I'm so tough and positive, and other days it eats me alive. I'm racing the clock and that adds more stress. I have faith that God knows the desires of our hearts, and sometimes I fall in my faith when it seems every girl around me is getting pregnant. It hurts. I dread going to the doctor because all the women there are pregnant and so many of them seem to take it for granted. I have a huge box filled with negative pregnancy tests, because when my angel finally gets here I want to look back and know all these tears and the disappointment were worth it. NEVER GIVE UP. Even in the days you feel completely hopeless, you are not alone....God bless you. Sending heaps of love and baby dust your way!!!!❤❤❤❤❤

    50. gabrielarr328

      My heart is with you 🙂🙏🏼❤️